test lab effect

After years of observation and test subject. Those "forbidden" technique I've acquired now is to apply it on my own again as what i did before in 2010 for myself for the sake of change, for the better future. Now after 3 week, i feel those changes in me. My heart was completely sealed, my mind only focusing on war, love is out of my dictionary. In fact Im hunger more more on this evil spirit, may this evil spirit to be use it on something good. Yah you can call me wired but a technique is a tool that not many can understand, especially those forbidden one. >D