saying farewell to my best friend

finally everything goes as plan. I manager to get sadness, anger and hatered from her. now is to keep that memorry for few month so that I can change. im so sorry that I had to leave her alone.i guess with all her boy friends, they can replace me so theres nothing to worried about. she got alot of friends anyway. now is to begin my journey to change to a different person.yes its very hard to swallow about I had to. if not ill be continue fat. and when im in the process of slimming down, im very sure ill hurt thosepeople feelingaround me. so I guess its better this way.ws