the past that makes me today but the future is not yet written

when ur heart had been deeply wounded, how could u open and let someone enter?
the only way to channel the blood flow from dripping it to waste is to channel it
to anger and rage, which will cause the heart to be harden in order to heal and
create more protection layer on the wounded area.

Falling in love is not easy after that. Its a big risk to let someone in.
For 5 years,i havent meet someone who i can trust and let any of them enter in
my heart. Its now full or anger and rage. Shielded with wild fire, burning the
blood stream to make my eye goes in blaze.

At times, my heart will go frozen solid, without thinking i'll use use my tongue
as poisonous sword that will cut thru people heart which will bleed for years.

I am who i am now.