2014 and the past

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8H-VIdLD_28

At 1:20:00 of this video really show that, a man will become powerful when he have love as his strength to protect. He will do anything, anything to impress his love one and to make sure that he is the right one for her but when a man trying to fulfill his duty just for the sake on being responsible person, a woman heart may change. When that happen, that man will darken his heart with all the doubt that he kept all this while.

In this movie, i really feel how this guy feel (the green one). I've experience it.

What he should do is to actually leave her, let her go. Because his heart has darken and harden.. he has become a cruel man.

Me? how i overcome it? with food, games and luxuries ofcause, thats obvious. I force myself to enjoy all the hardwork that I've earn. That's what happen from 2010-2013

2014? I'll try to stand up again.

to be continue..

2014

tahun yang aku plan nak dirikan rumahtangga. dengan siapa? aku pun tak tau, calon pun belum ader. akan aku usaha kan dengan cara istiqamah..tapi tak tahu bagaimana aku nak bermulanya.harus aku bermula dengan facebook? dengan event? entah lah.. aku pun tidak pandai berbual tidak pandai memikat.

aku hanya redah dan sentiasa mula memperbaiki diri ku
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dicorong perhentian

kadang2 aku masih tertanya2.. mengapa aku masih mencari dia?
masa telah lama berlalu dan hidup telah pun di terus kan, tetapi kenape masih mencari? ape yang aku akan dapat kalau aku temui?

adekah aku semakin lemah dah jadi kan peristiwa yang lalu itu sebagai alasan?
ya Allah bantunilah hamba mu ini.