a wake up call?

I've been in WOW life almost everyday... i couldn't say im addicted or hook, its just like an alternative life to me(a virtual). its like i got to be who i wana be, "the evil dark power hero". A hero who did not want fame but power and to be the strongest. How ever all that fantasy die when comes to the real world. In real world i dont give a damn about my life, dont give a damn about girls or finding wife or people around me, i just ignore and take the simplest path.

I've made alot of new friends online, most of them in US (since Im using US server). Until one day i tap in every each of them to ask personal life matter. Most of them are single, old and kinda lonely. Some are married but their stats wasn't very good though. You can be a great player but u wont have life, you can have life but u wont be a great player.

I knew alot of my colleague who is old,single and a gamer :S
It scared me though... Old is like 30++, 37 or somewhere there.
I think i'm gona make a change... im not gona stop playing games but keep it to the minimal... because im a person who if i stop playing and i start to continue back again, i become a hardcore gamer :S (like what i am now)

I think for now.. I'll divide my time to 2hr + 2hr.
2hr from 7am - 9am (doing raid/dungeon)
2hr from 8pm-10pm (doing dailies)
this way i have more time for self studies during my free time at work (i got lot of free time, almost everyday)
and focus my weekend on gaming, I'll only be able to contact or go out with my friends after i pass my driving license.. that's what i've promise myself.

life update

life sucks in this few days, everyday wow-ing (world of warcraft). I've lost interest in finding life companion because most of the time its just being friendzone and i really hate when ppl say "ur a good man, girls who leave u is a big lost" DAMN i hate it when it always happen. so yah... 24/7 infront of my computer, having fun with online friends (which they only exist in virtual life).so yah.. im kinda lost right now... the only thing that came into my mind is just WOW... thats all...ws

Right now im in a stage of..nothing. I have everything and I have nothing. I got nothing to loose Nothing worthy A stage where.. I had my enjoyment..  I had whatever I want Ive experience richness I have all the latest technology thay I want till I feel I dont need it any more or shall I say... I have nothing that I want. Yer again.. I have nothing. I got no problem in life I got nothing that I really want and chase for it. What I dont have is whay I dont want stress about.

This is what happen yo my life :)